Saturday, March 28, 2015

Aku berharap

apa ini yang dinamakan menyerah berjuang ketika penyelesaian telah nampak diujung jalan
ketika menyadari bahwa diri ini tak pantas bersanding denganmu
apalah arti menanggung malu hanya untuk memberi perhatian
ketika sebenarnya semua jelas semakin kedepan

haruskah kubilang rasa
untuk menyadarkanmu makna semuanya
semua perlakuanku yang berbeda hanya ketika bersamamu
semu merah yang kian kini kian sulit disembunyikan

tapi apalah aku
perempuan biasa tanpa polesan dan baju mewah melekat pada tubuh dan wajahku
aku berharap sekali kala itu
sampai akhirnya aku sadar siapa diriku dan siapa dirimu

tetapi aku tidak benar-benar berhenti berharap
aku tahu Tuhan telah menetapkan siapapun dia untuk diriku
meski itu bukan kamu, aku tak apa
karena aku tahu Tuhan tahu yang terbaik untuk kamu dan aku

Saturday, March 14, 2015

English Task 1 : My Last Choice University

Name               : Nadya Theressa
Class                : 1EA23
Subject             : Bahasa Inggris 2
NPM                : 17214778
The Lecturer     : Mrs. Nesa
My Last Choice University
          It wasn’t easy to choose where will you spend your times to be your process to a best future. At many choices you must be have one or even more, because I know everyone had a choice. Honestly, Gunadarma have never been cross my mind before, because the only campus which I wanted to study was University of Indonesia. Then I failed simak test. I was very confused at a moment, till my bestfriends told me about Gunadarma University.
            Finally I’m here, studying at university with best IT ever in Indonesia, that’s what most people said. The facilities here are good enough for me, there’s no trouble this far. But be better is not a bad suggestion right? Even there’s no problem, gunadarma should keep  the facilities grows up. About the systems, not bad I thought. Although my friends said that the score system aren’t really friendly. In my opinion, it’s great to have more excited chalanges, it gaves me much passions to work harder and harder. The most thing I love here is the foodcourts around gunadarma, its almost perfect for me, I mean I love foods and everybody does. Kue pukis is the food which I bought almost everyday in the morning when I arrived at campus. And sometimes, when I have no class, I choosed to walk around the campus building.
            The lecturers are nice. I have no problem with them, and I don’t wanna make a trouble either. I love all subjects in my major, so I don’t have a reason to unlike or hate the lecturers of my class. I found one and two lecturers who weren’t very well at giving lessons to me and friends. That kind of lecturers was the one who makes me bored and sleepy sometimes. You know, that was like they told us fairytales, not a subject. Well, It doesn’t mean so much to me, I still can understand what they said. Otherwise, complaining about the lecturer didn’t give a real solution, so we better accept what we have now.
            I have met many friends, some are good, and some are so so. I accepted them for whoever they are, because I thought it’s not pretty important to care about who they are or how they will response me. We are here fighting alone, college is most individual systems. But it doesn’t mean I don’t like to have many friends. It’s just a matter of perspective.
            So far, I felt good to studying here. I hope someday this university will bring me to be a best part in a company, I also hope Gunadarma will change me to be a women with many skills and clever. Gunadarma, please be my bestfriend this four years and we are together walking to wonderful future to make a change on me and a little to this country. As we know, Indonesia have too many unemployments, poor people, etc, so here I wanna fix this longterm troubles although just a little—I truly want to make a change. So that’s why I’m here.